I am the wound you try to hide —
Not because I am small, but because I am enormous.
I am the scream trapped beneath a smile,
The bitter taste on your tongue that no water can wash away.
I am the weight that crushes your chest at midnight,
The tremor in your hands when the world feels too cruel to face.
I am the ache that steals your voice,
The shadow that clings to your every step.
I do not soften with time.
I do not quietly fade away.
I flare, I burn, I bleed in silence.
I am the knot in your throat,
The cold sweat of dread before the phone rings,
The memory that twists like a knife in your gut.
I am the loneliness in a crowded room,
The cold that no blanket can warm.
I am the endless loop of what-ifs and whys,
The poison running through your veins disguised as hope.
But I am not your end.
I am the fracture in your soul that lets the light in,
The darkness that forces you to look up,
The breaking point before the breakthrough.
Hold me — if only for a moment.
Look into the depth of me and see what lies beneath:
Not just pain, but the seed of resurrection,
Not just loss, but the path to reclaiming your breath.
I am the pain.
But I am also the pulse of your survival.
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